mom | thinking of you son | May 17, 2012 |
Lisa Houston |
Mom |
MOM |
Michael
It is almost Christmas again and I have missed 7 years with you here. I miss you so much that sometimes I just can't stand it. I remeber when you were little and you got that big blow up Godzilla and you were so excited and so cute. The year you got your black leather coat and how handsome you were in it. The year Jared got a play kitchen and you were playing in it with him and I have the pictures of you pretending to cook with him. It snowed yesterday and I remeber when you were very small we had a big snow and you were outside playing in it and made a little bitty snowman that was almost as cute as you. Oh my God I miss you so much!!!
I don't like my new life without you. I try hard everyday but sometimes I just don't think I can make it much longer without you and then I find that strength from your sister Shannon, your dad and Jared and Aidan and yes God. NEVER DOUBT MY LOVE FOR YOU and just know that I will be able to hold you in my arms once again soon when we are all back together again as it should be
Merry Christmas my wonderful son and I love you so much. Mama
Lisa Houston MOM |
Hi Michael.....I'm just sitting here at work thinking about you of course, as I always do. I was wateringmy flowers last night and I was thinking about you when you were a little boy and how much you loved to water the yard or just play with the hose. You would have on a t-shirt and your diaper and stand outside for the longest time.
I was taking a nap on your bed the other day and it was just like you were there with me. Your room still looks the same with all of your baseball trophies, video games, movies and all of your stuffed animals on your bed. Aidan sleeps there when he comes to spend the night. Jared doesn't like to go in your room because it makes him very sad and that's ok.
Everytime I go past the baseball field at Parkland I remember how much we loved to watch you play baseball, there and at South Little League. Remember the home run you hit at Parkland? That was so exciting and I was so proud of you as I still am.
I love you so much and I miss you more and more everyday. We all do, but I know we will be together once again in Heaven. MOM
Lisa Houston MOM |
It's been 6 long years since I made you a promise that I would not leave the hospital without you but I had to break that promise. I remember you laying in your bed in ICU and you looked at peace, like you would wake up any time. But you went to be with the Lord instead the next day. You know Jared is playing baseball and he is really good, like you. I remeber all of those baseball games we went to to and all of the traveling we did and it was worth every second. It was so much fun watching you play ball because you loved it so much. I was also thinking about you and I sitting on the front porch one sunny afternoon waiting for your dada to come home and here he comes with your brand new red Honda. You tried hard not to act excited but we both know you were thrilled and you loved your car. You looked very handsome driving that bright red car and we could hear you coming for miles...Your music of course. I hope you are having a good time in Heaven and that you have a lot of new friends. I know you and Granny are together all of the time. I love you very much and my heart aches to see you again. One day soon! I promise.
SENDING YOU HUGS AND KISSES
MAMA
Lisa Houston(Mom) |